Should I post on Taiwan...

Hi friends,

I think I'll die if I post about Taiwan lol. And the only presents I bought were candy...I'm no Santa Claus T_T I'm willing to buy proper presents on pet society though. If everyone played pet society I'd gift every single person T_T

Anyway I will just post about the day I came back first. WHICH IS SUPER DRAMA. I vomited when I got out of the hotel. Then I vomited again. Then I went on the tour bus which was taking us to the hotel. Then I vomited on the bus. Then I got off the bus and I couldn't eat any breakfast, so I vomited instead. Then I went on the plane and vomited twice on the plane. Then I got off the plane in Singapore and vomited another two times. Then I was given medical attention because I couldn't walk and then a lot of random drama then I got out of the airport in a wheelchair AND I FINALLY GOT HOME. HECK YES. I GOT HOME. THEN I DIED OF HAPPINESS.

And from now on I shall sanitize my hands with sanitizing gel every 5 minutes so that I won't introduce any germs to my food or mouth.

The above sentence is anything but the truth. My hygiene habits have never improved. The only thing that changed so far is that I now eat bread with a fork.

ANYWAY I want to thank a lot of people for helping me. My parents and brother were super patient and very worried and kept tending to me and all so I would definitely want to thank all of them. I also have to thank the staff at Changi Airport for giving the medical attention. THEY ARE SO COOL. THEY REALLY ARE VERY COOL. THEY ARE SO COOL *starts sobbing* And finally the people at the same tour as me + the tour guide - they were very helpful and very caring. Their behaviour makes me gain a lot of hope in Singaporeans. SINGAPOREANS ROCK. ASIANS ROCK. EVERYONE ROCKS WHAHAHAHA okay I'm typing more and more random crap these days.

Conclusion: SINGAPOREANS KICK ASS YEAHHHHHH

So I think I might post just certain interesting experiences there. I TOTALLY HAVE TO POST ABOUT THE AH GUA PERfORMANCE. Those guys...they redefine the term "pretty boy". I...I don't even know what to say. And my brother, he had the most epic expression on throughout the performance. I think I'll post in more detail later. I should have taken a picture of his face and the performers but I was so stunned I did not. I shall get photos from my dad who recorded the entire performance XD

Boring post but I'll post something more interesting next time, hopefully.

Cheers
Grapesgirl

BERLIN PHILHARMONIKER!!!!!!!

First things first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM SHA!!!!! Sheng ri kuai le, Saengil Chukha Hamnida!

1-1APPY B1r+1-1DAY (this is how it's written on the calculator. She's my P6 Math teacher! :D) I want all my P6 teachers back T_T

Hi friends,

NYGH STRING ENSEMBLE GOT TO WATCH THE BERLIN PHILHARMONIKER FOR FREE!

FREE!

FREE!!!

THE PRICE OF THE USUAL TICKET RANGES FROM $80 to $680!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S LIKE THE WORLD'S BEST ORCHESTRA!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're jealous right?...

.......

...I know you aren't.

And it was not the real concert, it was like the rehearsal, so there were some interruptions here and there. And they were filming it in 3D and they were filming the audience too and we got the first row so we had to not fall asleep.

Which is sometimes challenging -

- DON't GET ME WRONG They're really awesome. I MEAN IT. They are like really awesome. And when they play the super loud parts with crazy grandeur you feel like you're being blown off your seat with this wave of awesomeness. Then another wave of awesome comes WHOOSH and I was like WHOAAAAAAAAAAA I'm surfing some awesome. And this tsunami of awesome sweeps you up in this pure awesomeness and crashes on my feeble mind and I'm all like WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (no I did not say that out loud. Of course not.)

But that was how my friend woke up.

She woke up whenever the grand parts of the symphony were played. And my brain which became hazy from time to time (my sincere apologies to the orchestra because they do not deserve a single sleepy member of the audience at all) woke up during those parts too.

It's not the orchestra's fault. It's just that...some parts sound like lullabies.

I'M REALLY SORRY...they don't deserve an audience like me who feels like sleeping in any part of the symphonies.

But at least I didn't sleep...3 of my friends did XD Then they woke up when they heard the loud clash of the cymbals and the awesomeness tsunami made its greatly anticipated entrance.

The conductor guy is called Sir Simon Rattle but thanks to his hair we preferred to call him Einstein. (The orchestra is German. Okay this is a random insert byebye) so um anyway he looks like a really fun humorous nice guy. All jolly and funny like a German. He looks really cool when he conducts it's like he's a magician and this magical show was performed with perfection.

OH LEMME INTERRUPT. Let's talk about some Asian pride.

The best player is ASIAN! YES THE BEST PLAYER IS THIS ASIAN GUY YAYYYYYYYYY He is in first violin and he gets random small solo parts once in a while. But he plays really loudly and really passionately. I feel my eyes being drawn to him. It's like he consumed some magic powder and his entire body jerks with this crazy powder and the music that pours out of his violin is MAGICAL AND EMOTIONAL AND PASSIONATE AND INTENSE AND I WANNA PLAY LIKE HIM.

Only thing is, he didn't consume any powder. IT'S BECAUSE HE'S ASIAN. The rest of the orchestra, they probably consumed the magic powder...

...Of course they didn't. All of them must have practised really hard. They probably make music their spouse or something. And they all look like very jolly happy people. Who drink their nights away and work like crazy the next morning for music. That's just my German stereotype but I'm pretty sure the guys drink a lot together.

The best part of the performance is seeing their togetherness. Like how they understand each other so much. And their passionfruit really shows. It shows in the way they perform. For example, I'm sitting in the front row so I don't get a very good view of anyone beyond the first row of violinists but I can see the hair of some people beyond the row flying around. Especially the bass guy. There is this bass guy with golden hair and he plays so crazily his hair looks amazing. I do find him inspiring because I feel that good bass players who play with passion are rare. I may be wrong though but all the same I find him inspiring.

I guess the funny part is when the conductor keeps going on and off the stage. In the brochure, one comment by a reviewer was "The ovation just kept going on and on."

This is what happened:

- Symphony ends and conductor bows. Very enthusiastic clapping in response which they truly deserve.

- Conductor leaves and clapping continues.

- Conductor goes up again to bow again or something. Clapping becomes louder.

- Conductor leaves and clapping continues but dies a bit.

- Conductor goes up to shake hands with some players and clapping becomes louder again.

- Conductor leaves and clapping dies a little but still going.

- Conductor goes up again to get flowers and clapping surges. My friend asks why is he going up so many times.

- Conductor leaves and clapping dies very little. My friend stops clapping.

- Conductor goes up and sections of the orchestra rise one by one to loud clapping. My friend shakes her tired arm.

- He goes off permanently.

XD

Do I sound like I'm making fun of them? I hope not...because they did a great job. Tomorrow at CCA Mr Sze's going to ask us why we don't sound like that.

I have no answer...maybe it's because we have no magic powder.

OKAY FINE I DIDN'T PRACTISE AS MUCH AS I SHOULD. Or as much as they did.

*sigh*

Overall I think it was awesome and they would have received a standing ovation if the audience was not a Singaporean one but I wouldn't pay $600 for it. Or maybe I'm just not mature enough to fully appreciate it.

So um yeah that's it.:D

I'll go look for some powder. MWAHAHA.

And um enjoy the rest of your hols? :D

Cheers
Grapesgirl

*gasp*

...*brushes dust away*...*acck*...*ACCCK*...

O.O...

...Hi friends...

OH MY GOODNESS I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE FOR ETERNITY SEIUGHSIDFUHG.
And honestly speaking, after reading the tags...I feel very touched. Really.
Thank you so much...thank you. *sob* THANK YOU WAAAAAAAAHHH -
- Anyway. I'm pretty annoyed by the people who commented on my last post. CAN ALL PERVERTS PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM THIS PLACE EVEN IF ITS DEAD I DON'T WANT PERVERT POSTS POLLUTING IT.
I feel bad...really bad. I'll explain my disappearance.

After a while I actually find blogging tiring. The pressure of having to keep posting and to keep tagging other people. I used to hate dead blogs but now I understand them really. I give my full respect to regular bloggers. After I decided to abandon this blog I stayed away from this place as much as I could and refused to return. Because I would feel horrible if I did and I do now. The reason why I came back is because I wanted to get to my account and create a new blog without anyone knowing about it so I can blog without stress. I have not created it after I read the tags. I...sort of miss blogging I guess. Okay, scrap that. I MISS BLOGGING. But I think I have forgotten how to. I hope not.

So I just want to thank every single person who asked me to revive this...I'm not sure if I will. But I'm very grateful...

I'll just post this one post and I'll think about revival. I haven't been tagging other people and the links on the right probably don't even work anymore. I stopped visiting in order to tear away from blogging. Blogging is stressful...or maybe I'm making a big deal out of it. Okay I am. Besides I've changed quite a bit and I guess the way that I blog may change too, may be in a bad way. Or maybe I'll go create a blog that no one reads. But for now I'll try a proper post.

Here goes. *deep breath* *closes eyes*

Ehh I can't type with my eyes closed so ignore that.

I...have a box of Ricola pearls next to my computer now. It's strawberry flavoured. NO YOU WILL NOT HAVE ANY SO YAY. The green chicken behind you can have some though. Yo chicken, want some? There you go. Um apparently over-consumption induces laxative effects but that's okay with me because I do business 2-3 times a week. And I have to say

THIS IS THE BEST TASTING LAXATIVE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD.

And after consuming 6 pearls at one go I have been doing business every day for 3 days. THIS IS A MIRACLE. HOORAY FOR RICOLA but um this is not good for people who have no problems with doing business.

Okay how am I supposed to continue. *awkward silence*

...I GOT C5 FOR JAPANESE. MIRACLE TO BEHOLD. SAVE THE APPLAUSE. The fact that I didn't get a D for this is aMaZiNg. No I shall not reveal the results for other subjects because I'm honestly disappointed with my results but one thing I'll say is that I am really happy with my science results. Maybe I should take Science as an elective in Sec 3. But the disappointing results for other subjects are really disappointing. Whoa I'm very repetitive. I'm repeating repetitive sentences over and over again. I really repeat things alot. I'm repeating this again and again to emphasise I AM TOO REPETITIVE BECAUSE I REPEAT THINGS TOO MUCH

Okay what was that.

I didn't get an A1 in the final exam AND THAT IS AN UNFORGIVABLE CRIME HOW CAN MY SCIENCE BE BETTER THAN ENGLISH ARFHGWIDXUE!!! Thankfully my overall English score is still A1. Oh and I got a B4 for Geography. Wow I just realised that I contradicted what I said in the previous previous paragraph but never mind. AND IM VERY INDIGNANT ABOUT THAT. Seriously? I SPENT ALMOST ALL MY STUDY TIME ON GEOGRAPHY AND CRAMMED THE OTHER SUBJECTS AT THE LAST MINUTE. And I do the worst in Geography. HOW AWESOME. Because of Geography I hardly studied History and I'm really thankful that I still managed to get an A2 for History. That brought my Humanities score up.

*does not want to talk about academics* ITS THE HOLIDAYS.

Really.

It's the holidays.

Wow.

Somehow, I am not jumping for joy and living up the party. I am spamming computer use now but whatever I don't feel like uplifted and in seventh heaven or whatever. I just feel...unenthusiastic. I'm back on facebook and pet society and the zest is somehow gone. It's like the year just whizzed by like that...I've changed so much as the days run past me. Time waits for no man, and it did not wait for me. As I look back I am filled with countless regrets and oh as the autumn leaves fall leaving its feared solitude and leads to the cold darkness and into the melancholy winter as the sad violin plays its intoxicating melody tearing leaves of hope down from tired trees of the forest and youth migrates with the birds of the air blah blah blah uerishfdhfdjfhierguv.....

1 hour later.

Sorry. Got carried away. Anyway I do hope that all of us will put this year behind us and move on to better things. Dilculum - a new beginning. Okay it does not help that I'm listening to a sad violin song entitled Sad Romance. At least it sounds better than Bad Romance I don't really like Lady Gaga. One letter makes a world of difference. Listening to Bad Romance right after listening to Sad Romance is an assault on the ears. I'm sorry if you like her. I don't hate her or her music though it's just normal music to me.

Okay I think my post is very long so I'll end off by saying thank you to the Sec 4 seniors. They have done a lot for me in my CCA and I truly admire them. I haven't even gotten them presents. I have become less social and therefore my relationship with many seniors is awkward. I would really want to be good friends with them but somehow I hold them in this high respect that I should not be good friends with them because they are too awesome. Thank you, and Diluculum wouldn't be possible without them.

This post is different from other posts I guess. I'm not happy about that. But I'll leave it. Heck I'll just post a photoshop attempt and go. Please enlarge the picture.



We miss being kids right?

Cheers
Grapesgirl

Dear Facebook

Dear Facebook,

Ahh, so its been two months and we bump into each other on the street. Weirdly I do not feel any awkwardness. You don't too, right? It's a pity we ended - we had fantastic chemistry. I just can't help but think of those times. Those times before things were unpleasant, before you turned into a possessive addiction. The time when we just started to meet. It was such a sweet honeymoon. To tell the truth, I missed you and I'm glad to meet you now.

I have gotten over our awful past. I don't see any reason why we can't be friends. I don't intend to start over, but there's no harm with us remaining as friends, is there? I don't want to keep avoiding you. Shall we...be good friends like we used to be? Yes? Yes! Thank you. How about we go on a little date now, just as friends? Yes?

FANTASTIC.

Because the date = PET SOCIETY = I AM COMING BACK TO OWN ALL OF YOU!!! YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = Mwahahaha I will be on a roll now and you can't stop me YAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! = BE SCARED OF ME.

Anyway I want to apologise for being as dead as a dodo birds. They are retarded and so am I for not blogging or replying tags. Just some little updates:

1. WE HAD A FULL HOUSE AT DILUCULUM! Ain't that cool?! I think we actually did better in our practices than on the real day and that is pretty disappointing. However all our section leaders were so glad that it was over because they have been receiving a lot of stress, really. I can remember when Eugenia got so frustrated at us, but wouldn't shout at us (like I would have). But we could tell she was frustrated because her frustration was channeled into her hands, so when she clapped the beats the clapping was AWFULLY LOUD and would bounce around the walls of the school. We all owe Eugenia a big thank you. I really admire her. She gets blamed for every single mistake WE make, and that really sucks.

2. I GOT STREET JAZZ FOR SABBATICALS. And it was AWESOME. Sadly it ended today. We had the coolest dance instructor ever (she's really good, funny, creative, patient, nice, and she can dance Ring Ding Dong.) And dancing is fun because it leaves you on a high. You just cannot stop. You forget about everything that has been bugging your mind and making you feel horrible - you just throw yourself into the dance and feel fantastic. It is a healthy drug. However whenever it ends I feel kinda empty. Anyway I will never dedicate myself to dancing because I don't dare to take risks = I am scared of splits and cartwheels. THEY ARE SO FAIL.

3. REPORT BOOK IS BACK. Thankfully I did reasonably. Unfortunately my Chinese was a horrifyingly eye-piercing B3. SOBS. Sorry Li Lao Shi, Ye Lao Shi, Whatever. T_T

4. I am addicted to Photoshop. Soon I will upload some of my Photoshop attempts. it is really stress reliving. I downloaded a few sets of brushes and it feels good :D

5. I want to keep posting but I don't know what to so I will just stop. Have a great holiday, or rather schooling at home with no friends. T_T i will upload some funny stuff soon!

Cheers
Grapesgirl

shortshort

Hi friends

Okay this is another short one. So short BUT IMPORTANT. This concerns Claire's tag about my desperation to sell tickets. I believe that others probably have the same thought - that no one is going cos we suck and I am desperate. Let me clarify this: It upsets me to know that Strings is bursting with talent THAT NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT. This is extremely unfair! The concert will show everyone what you never know about the hidden gems in Strings and what the heck, people don't want to go. Some CCAs have sold more tickets than Strings, and I feel very indignant. Strings does not lose out to them in terms of skill in any way! Furthermore, we have been training very hard. Mr Sze has been scolding us every session and finding new ways to improve, the section leaders are so stressed, we are all trying hard to stretch past our boundaries, and something that would make us feel really happy, as an acknowledgment of our hard work, is a full house.

Besides, if you don't turn up, I will throttle you. If you have to choose between watching a fantastic performance that will leave you light-hearted and getting throttled, you would definitely choose watching a concert right? RIGHT! See, you're nodding your head. My sentence made sense! :D So go. GO GET YOUR TICKETS FROM ME NOOOWWWW.

...

Yes I mean it, NAAAAOOOOWWWW!!! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR.

...

I will release my green chickens on you if you do not get them NAOW.

Um now I have to go back to studying for Jap CA. :( JIAYOU for third lang people. Don't be discouraged by our recent tests because...actually I am sort of discouraged. I feel like I should abandon allkpop.com for a VERY LONG TIME. I will. Just like Facebook. OKAY DONT GET DISCOURAGED ANYWAY. Fighting!

Cheers
Grapesgirl

P.S. GET YOUR TICKETS NOW DUMMY.

Please.

Hi friends,

OKay this is not a proper long post cos I'm too lazy to do one. This one is just to appeal.

PLEASE. Attend Nanyang Strings' fantastic mind-blowing explosive crazy awesome inspiring power-packed melodious eye-widening jaw-drop-inducing incredible excellent prodigious marvelous brilliant terrific superb amazing out-of-this-world breathtaking

CONCERT. YES IT IS THAT GOOD. We will be led by Mr Trevor Sze, the bestest conductor and teacher EVAAARR. You'll find yourself enraptured, unable to leave your seat. You'll hold your breath, you'll be dazzled, you'll enter a dream-like state during the slow songs and find yourself jerked into an energy pumping piece played with vigour that will have you bobbing your head and tapping your foot. YES IT IS THAT GOOD. We have crazy players (me not included)eg. our talented soloist Tingwei, and others like Eugenia, JingTing, Pamela, Asey, AIYAH JUST ALMOST EVERYONE IM NOT GOING TO LIST OUT THE ENTIRE ENSEMBLE HERE.

And guess what's more. We will be accompanying a professional harpist as well as flutist who have many achievements and the package comes with the powerful winds section consisting of two oboe players and two horn players. The celestial sounds of the harp, flute and violin match the refreshing sounds from the winds section perfectly.

Diluculum - A new beginning. 15 May, 7pm, Yong Siew Toh Conservatory. There and then, you'll be blown away. Approach me for tickets. 10$ each, and fully worth it.

You will be there. You will not miss this remarkable concert.

And yes, I used a thesaurus.

Cheers
Grapesgirl

Some stuff.

Hi friends.

Since I want to post for no reason at all I shall just go on a frenzy and then die out. Hmm.

1. Third lang and theory are Herculean stuff to learn.
Actually everyone probably knows that already. But in third lang, IT IS SO FRIGGIN EASY TO FALL ASLEEP. FOr some reason.

Amanda(sitting next to me):*nods off* *suddenly wakes up* Grace what is the teacher talking about?
Me: Huh? I don't know. *closes eyes* *struggles to open*
Teacher: Grace how would you say "Whose beautiful umbrella is that?"
Me: *saywhat?!* um, .....(crap that I mumbled without knowing what I really said)
Teacher: NO! Beautiful is a "na" adjective (or was it "i" adjective?) and blahblahblah... so your sentence should be _______!
Me: *feigns understanding*
Teacher: So how would you say, "Whose red umbrella is that?"
Me: (craps something up)
Teacher: NO! Red is an "i" adjective, why you blahblahblah....
Me: Screw all of you stupid retarded umbrellas.

BUT VERY MIRACULOUSLY I passed my last Jap test with 60 something percent.It's a lousy score BUT PASSING IS PASSING. Hoorayyyyy.Theory is pretty much something like that, but without me feeling sleepy. It's more like me listening and trying to understand but not understanding. And when she goes "Do you understand?" I just nod my head dumbly. I think I don't dare to tell her otherwise because she will end up asking me what I don't understand. I can't bring myself to say "everything". Sometimes I think I understand, I AM PRETTY SURE I UNDERSTAND, and then I get it wrong. Pssh.

Tip for staying awake in third lang: Take off your shoes and your socks. YES BAREFOOT. You'll feel different and that will keep you awake for a while. 30 minutes?

2. Sabbaticals
Yes they are coming, and goodness the courses really suck. How are we supposed to choose?!
-Street Jazz. YOu know, you might just want to come so that you can laugh your head off watching me screw up. Or you might not want to come because I will trip and drag you down with me. Besides it isn't that cool walking around headless. But I think this will be very popular. It's my first choice too.

-Toy Stories. You're supposed to see the meaning behind EVERY toy...how they influence our lives...AH, THE PROFOUNDNESS, THE BEAUTY!! Exploration of the deepest - you know what never mind. Second choice.

- Storytelling skills.
Yup. The teacher's bound to make some comment about my unclear enunciation if I get in, and I'm sure it will be pretty boring. But well it can't get too bad and we ARE learning something helpful. Third choice.

-Inline skating. Done it in P4, and I like as well as hate it at times. Long since I last skated. Let me just warn you that if I collide into you if I get into the course you can blame yourself for deciding to stand near me. Fourth choice.

-Chinese opera. I don't need to say more. Any teacher who gets me as a student if I end up in this course is doomed to be stuck with a yawning student. Fifth choice.

-Fencing. NO WAY. Somehow either your head or mine will end up getting impaled on the sword. Sixth choice.

-Silat. *silence* Seventh choice. NO WAY.

So yeah I hope to get into Street Jazz which is pretty unlikely because of popularity. And I really would like to post more but I'll stop. I hope to post the rest of what I wanted to post sometime soon. HOPE.

btw JIAYOU for block tests!!!!!! And um Happy Birthday to everyone. In case I didn't announce your birthday in the past months.

Cheers
Grapesgirl

Dedicated to Facebook

Dear Facebook,

I...know. I'm sorry I had to do this. Do you think I wanted to? I don't want to say this, but you were the one who forced me to this end. You are becoming too possessive, too much of a distraction, and it isn't healthy for us. Let's just end it.

When we first started, you were a little joy and perk that I enjoyed. We started well, with me often sharing with you my thoughts, feelings, achievements and photos. You kept in contact with all of my friends and in turn shared with me their thoughts and little stories, as well as your own. You entertained me when I was bored or just wanted to take a break. You challenged me to games like word games so that I could improve our vocab together. You played with me so many fun games to kill time or relax. The best part was that you were relaxed with me and you did not become a distraction in my life by being possessive or annoying. I looked forward to spending time with you.

But things had to change. You became possessive. You refused to let me spend time with others. You became jealous the moment I tried to spend time seriously with others like Homework because you wanted me to think of you all the time. You couldn't stand it if I wasn't thinking of you for a minute or two. You started pulling me away from my life, forcing me to spend time with you, even though I had more important, constructive things to do. I wasted my time on you and got into serious trouble for not operating the rest of my life properly. Because I spent so much time with you, you became an addiction, a distraction, and you wrecked the normal life I had before meeting you. You gave me more stress and frustration, yet I didn't want to let you go.

But this cannot continue. I must put a stop to this, and make life the way it used to be. I have had happy memories with you, and I'm glad that I ever met you. I'm sorry I can't create more happy memories with you. Perhaps one day, we will meet again, and start anew. But I suggest that you do not wait.

Bye.

*Deactivates account*

ALL INFORMATION WRITTEN IN THIS POST HAS BEEN SPICED WITH PEPPER, SALT AND WHATNOT. THE RESULT IS A HIGHLY EXAGGERATED DISH THAT IS AN ASSAULT ON THE TONGUE AND MIND. PLEASE TAKE THIS WITH A BAG OF SALT. I MEAN A CUP OF WATER. IF YOU SUFFER SEVERE HEADACHES OR VOMITING PLEASE CONTACT YOUR DOCTOR.

This is for all people wondering if they should leave Facebook for the time being. OF COURSE I'M NOT THAT ADDICTED. But I think I need to put a stop to my Facebook time for now. LALALA.

cheers
Grapesgirl

Gasp.

This post shall be short.

Very.

Anyway.

I am currently suffering the consequences of slacking (by slacking I mean slacking as much as you do in one month in one day) in the day = staying up late at night and still doing very little work YES VERY LITTLE cos Im naturally a slowpoke. YES A SLOWPOKE. If I don't get someone to poke me every second to hurry up and stop day dreaming I can look forward to an utterly screwed Monday. Unless a miracle happens. I don't believe in luck but I do believe in miracles.

Physics exam on Monday. I am desolately staring at the prac papers I have done. To fix all the horrendous mistakes in one day. ONE STUPID SHORT FAST BREAKNECK SPEED DAY. Plus 3rd lang and a whole load of other homework. = I need a miracle. If I don't want my teachers pissed at me and Mdm Ang after me with a carton of rotten tomatoes. Stupid rotten tomatoes that smell like well rotten tomatoes.

Do you know what's worse that not finishing your homework? Knowing that your friends have finished it. Do you know what's even worse? Knowing you could be like them if you did not slack so much in the day. My slacking was so much you could call it a crime. CRIME. YES,I AM GUILTYYY. No need to continue with court procedures. Death penalty carried out by teachers. Shudder.

Okay I need to sleep now. The screwed prac papers for physics glaring at me are getting too freaky for comfort. LALALA GOOD NIGHT.

Cheers
Grapesgirl

Hi. LOLZ.

Hi friends,

Okay, I started off trying to write an emo poem about some guy killing a girl, as in, killing her heart. I have NO IDEA how the killing became literal. Maybe I wasn't inspired enough to do something emo. Or maybe I just got so carried away the killing became literal.

KILLER

His eyes brimmed with viciousness.

A mocking smile of pity twisted his face.

The knife glinted menacingly in the seemingly encroaching darkness.

The stark contrast of the flashing knife against the threatening darkness made her head spin and her vision blur. Her knees trembled, barely keeping her standing. As she struggled to keep her balance, the world continued to spin at a breakneck speed.

She couldn’t run a single step steadily.

She couldn’t see a single object distinctly.

She couldn’t hear each syllable of his sinister laughter clearly. It was just an echo that rebounded around the walls of darkness and made her nauseous…

The ground was going to throw her off her feet. The darkness was going to swallow her. He was going to kill her.

As her heart slammed furiously and painfully against her ribcage, she quietly hoped that if she were to die, the death would be quick.

He fingered the knife with a smile.

He suddenly lunged forward.

An agonized cry dripping with terror and pain tore through the air, slashing the silence sharply, making the grasses shudder.

Then all was silent.

Save for the slow, quiet pitter-patter of blood. Drip after drip after drip.

He hadn’t held back at all – his work was done well with vengeance.

A sudden thrill and satisfaction rushed through him, as his body shook vigorously with an eerie, mad laughter that resounded through the night…

I'm probably getting more violent thanks to the Korean dance group in class, their dance involves shooting and punching and stabbing~ *gasp* Actually it wasn't so bad, plus, the girl who was doing the stabbing was failing amazingly to stop grinning. Thank goodness Richelle doesn't read this blog. :D

Lifeskills camp on Wednesday! I AM SO EXCITED I HAVE BEEN HIGH LEGALLY FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS.

Enjoy your upcoming hols! Or maybe not. The hols aren't much of a holiday for me. :( I'm sure it's the same for everyone...Keep going!

Cheers
Grapesgirl

sighs.

Hi friends,

It's almost one term now.

Ha, like I'd believe you.

NO but I'm not lying! It's been one ter-

No it's not. Of course not. Shut up.

It's really been one term.

NO, it hasn't! (voice goes slightly shakey with denial)

IT'S BEEN ONE TERM.

NOOO IT'S NOT. (voice even shakier as attempt to keep voice firm fails)

FACE IT. IT'S BEEN ONE TERM, AND YOU HAVEN'T STARTED FILING, YOU HAVEN'T STARTED YOUR BIG ASSIGNMENTS, YOU HAVEN'T REVISED A SINGLE SUBJECT, YOU -

SCREW YOU, JUST SHUT UP! (voice trembles)

MWAHAHAHA. ONE TERM HAS PASSED! MWAHAHAHA. >:D

QW!&O@TAE(P!&@TBEND*GLI!!!! (fail at speaking coherently)

YOU KNOW IT, YOU ARE IN DENIAL. ONE TERM HAS PASSED. (voice echoes eerily)

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! *covers ears and smashes computer screen*

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GASP. this is not good.

Hi friends,

I'm feeling crap now, because I've been slacking the whole day and the only thing I did was a pathetic maths worksheet.

THIS.IS.BAD.

Whatever happened to my Primary 1 efficiency. INTERNET YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF MY -

But no. Oh no. I love the internet. It's so - it's so -

THIS.IS.BAD.

A love-hate relationship with the internet. It can tear minds apart.

Why has the Internet been attracting me suddenly? It's because of SHINee.

THIS.IS.BAD. very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very

...very bad.

I hate becoming a fangirl. It's not good. I used to think fangirls were dumb. I actually might still feel a bit that way. = I think I'm sort of dumb. Therefore, I AM NOT A FAN - *reluctantly hesitates* - GIRL. No I am not....

OKAY I AM. *sigh* And I can't keep it that way cos my efficiency and focus will get screwed. SHINee it's all your fault!...

...I wish. But I can't pin the blame on anyone. The fault is my own, and the fault is my own, I WANNA HEAL, I WANNA FEEEEL, WHAT I THOUGHT WAS SOMETHING REAAALLLL!!

...sorry. That was from Linkin Park. BTW When I first heard the words "Linkin Park" I thought he was a person, and when my brother said he was listening to Linkin Park I think I was something like "Who's he? Is he dead?" LMAO.

Okay. I have to stop fangirling NOW. *hesitantly pauses* NOW.

Grrr it's all Taemin's fault. And Onew's. And Jonghyun's. And Key's. And Minho's. OKAY I MUST STOP.

Lalalalala.

Cheers
Grapesgirl

P.S. hello baby featuring SHINee is really cute! "GRACE I TOLD YOU TO STOP FANGIRLING!"

GASP. why am i posting twice.

Hi friends,

I have no idea what I am doing here. I will probably get off this in 5 mins. I don't know. I think I'm posting because there's a green chicken behind you making me post. no Im not kidding you. Stand up and look behind your chair. Don't you catch a glimpse of a green feather? You don't? Oh well. Give him a cuddle even if you can't see him.

I'm lazy. I don't relink, tag, reply tags. And my blog is suffering from the sleeping idiot syndrome. And I really want to punch you. RIGHT NOW. I MEAN IT. sorry I was talking to your green chicken. BLAH.

Oh wow 5 minutes has passed and I'm still here. BAD SIGN. I better go now. I realised that Minesweeper is really addictive even though I keep getting bombed on my second/third move. I can't wait to pour all my songs into my new handphone. LA is really fun. Our teacher aka Marshmallow is sweet and chubby. We all call him Marshmallow. In return he gave my class marshmallows for Valentine's Day. ISN'T THAT AWFULLY SWEET. Our entire class is now irrevocably in love with him. I kept the marshmallow wrapper. It's grape flavour. Yay.

OH CRAP WHAT AM I DOING HERE. Byes.

Cheers
Grapesgirl

OH MY GOSH I AM DEAD! :O

Hi friends,

*sobs* I...I...just gave my blog a potion that will make it sleep for 100 years, that's when I will have a load of time and bloggable topics. And my blog will wake up and whisper sweetly to Freedom: "You have waited for a long time my Prince..."

*VIOLENT COUGH*

Sorry people. I know, I was cringing when I wrote that. Basically my blog will sleep but it won't die. NAH Im not so cruel to kill it. I'm not like Siew Rong who left her previous blog (not her current one) to die on a mountain. I mean, that's plain cruel, HOW COULD YOU LEAVE SOMEONE TO DIE ON A MOUNTAIN. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF SOMEONE LEFT YOU TO DIE ON A STUPID MOUNTAIN?!?!?!

*CLEARS THROAT IN A DIGNIFIED MANNER*

Sorry, you weren't supposed to see that. XD I want to thank everyone for faithfully waiting for my blog to breathe, and I'm really sorry for not tagging or replying tags. I'm hopelessly lazy. Keep checking, or just ignore it until the time is right for the thorny vines around my blog to part away. Meanwhile I just want to say JIAYOU for your homework and papers and everything, keep going people cos all of you rock. But I mean don't pour oil on your homework unless you want a very annoyed teacher. If not for the teachers I'd have been more than happy to pour oil on all my homework. WOULDN'T THAT BE FUN AND SATISFYING.

I guess that's about it. JIAYOUUU!!! *pours oil in abundant amounts on stacks of evil paper* (I wish.)

Cheers
Grapesgirl